big news
So I have been eluting to this "big news" that I have all last week and I am here today to finally share it. I want to start with how I got to this decision because it semi involved blogging.It's gonna be a lot, so Okay so I graduated college this past May and wanted to live on the east coast, primarily NYC, but clearly could not immediately live on my own so my BFF offered to have me move in with her and her family in the cutest area of New Jersey. So I did, adios parentals in TX I am taking on the east coast. The first 2.5 months involved Mary Logan and I working out, eating, watching SVU, shopping, applying for jobs while watching SVU and both working retail at the local outdoor mall.Then at the end of July I got an internship with Elaine Turner in their showroom in NYC. It was all happening, internship then I'd obviously immediately find a great job, start going to cool bloggers parties....that was the pattern right? hahah jk. There is it the "blogger parties".....so I will admit greatly that I have a very hard time not comparing myself to other bloggers. I kinda want to call it blogger growing up, starting your blog and wanting it to grow on it's own authenticity while surrounded by other blogs that are much bigger than yours is incredibly difficult. Mainly because most of these women are simply just older than me and that puts them in a different stage of their life than me. Comparing yourself to others is awful yes but also incredibly hard not to do when you are surrounded by women who are self employed and seem to be seriously be "making it".Okay this is turning a little ranty I am sorry, back to the point. So it has been 5.5 months since I have been on the east coast and I was in a rut. I was just not feeling inspired.So I am 22 and single...aka no attachments to anyone or anyplace, with amazing parents who support me and my dreams enough to reply "why the hell not just get a job" when I told them my idea, I thought "If I am not happy why am I here?"....So I am moving to...NASHVILLE!!!!!WTF?! I know..totally spur of the moment. I could not be more excited, I am moving in Friday with my best friend since 2nd grade, she works at a big radio station and I plan on being her plus 1 to just about everything!Okay now like an awkward goodbye I don't know how to end this without seeming cheesy or attempting to be wise because like really what do I know? I could totally fail? But I would have tried something new right?Oh and don't worry I'll be back for New York one day!Hope you stick with me and the blog on this fun new adventure!!!